HI! Wan Xin here!
I wanna share how God really totally changed my life...
Hope you guys won't get a SHOCK. hohohoho
When I was in primary, secondary school, I was very insecure, lack of confidence. Always wondered whether what I did was right. Furthermore, whatever people say always affected me. I believe the reason was because I did not believe in anything, but only in myself. Sometimes, i felt that I didn't even believe in myself. So whenever I face bad remarks, bad results, I will blame myself, I will strive to do well for myself, so that I will not be looked down upon. Alot of fear, angst, unforgiveness, self-pity and blame filled my heart.
As I grew up, my mom always cared for me, always told me about her God Jesus. I know that Jesus loved her, and as I saw how my mom changed after receiving Jesus into her life, I also wanted to know who this God was. I know it was this God who changed my mom's life.
So at 17 years old, I was invited to the church near my home. And I received Jesus into my life.
After knowing Jesus, change did not happen immediately. There were still loads of homework, exams, stress, worries, problems. However, God slowly changed my heart and I learnt to trust Him in this life. It gave me freedom, security and hope. I no longer place my trust in myself, but I trust in the God who is the creator of my life, of heaven and earth. My life is now in God's hands!!! Now, I am more confident, I am more secure, knowing that my life is important to Jesus.
God's love transformed me and I was able to love people the way He wanted me to. And eventually I am now a lifegroup leader. I'm so glad I made the choice to entrust my life to Jesus.
Those who are reading my story, I hope that you will consider Jesus, who loves you and wants to give you a future and a hope. Jesus loves you!!
Jeremiah 29:11 "For I(God) know the thoughts that I(God) think towards you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not evil, to give you a future and a hope".