It was about 2 years ago, I'm a really young Christian back then (I've committed my life to Jesus for only about a month). It was the first time I made my stand for God at my very own home.

I still remember that night, I've told my elder sister that I've received Christ. She was furious! She scolded me and yelled and all I did was just to cry. What scares me the most is when she instructs me to tell my mum about this matter when she returns home.

I was really afraid, just I cried and cried the whole night, my heart and mind was all over the place. I remembered so clearly, I cried this very prayer, "God, I am so scared now, please God, help me, I am so scared..."

But, there is no answer, I expect God to reply me(You know, those really grand echoy voice you always see in dramas/movies). But there is no answer, which resulted in me panicking even more!

However, minutes after I prayed, I just have a sudden thought, that I MUST on the television and I WILL calm down. (You see, my mind is so messed up, so thinking straight is already a problem, so this have to be God!).

During that night, Disney channel was showing a movie called "The Incredibles", its showing a scene about Mrs. Incredible speaking to her 2 kids and this is where God have spoken to me through the Television:

Shhh.
It isn't your fault.
It wasn't fair for me to suddenly ask so much of you.
But things are different now.
And doubt is a luxury we can't afford anymore, sweetie.
You have more power than you realize.
Don't. Think. And don't worry!
If the time comes, you'll know what to do.
It's in your blood.

I can never forget these words. These soothing words. I calmed down. I really did. God did answer my prayer. Through the Television.

That night, I spoke with my mum with a calm mind, even though I was really scared, but I know that God is with me. The talk didn't went well, but I was happy, for I know God loves me.

Yuxian.